Author: meriem

Geronimo

“Je t’offrirais des baisers, que tu pourras garder, comme on garde une lettre d’amour. Quelque part dans un tiroir de ta vie, Ă  ouvrir et relire les jours de pluie.” Marion Fritsch Un livre Une histoire (link) 28 janvier 2026, 3h du matin. Impossible de dormir. Il y’a des jours, comme ça, oĂą je me sens […]

Comme ci le temps s’arrĂŞtait, ici

Cet endroit, dans le Sinai me calme immĂ©ditatement. Au bout de quelques heures, (une fois le visa, l’aeroport Ă  l’organisation cahotique terminĂ©…) on ralenti. Il y’a des choses auxquelles on ne pense dĂ©jĂ  plus. Loin des tracas administratif inhĂ©rants Ă  la vie en Europe (surtout en Fr**** , mais je ne dirais rien !) Dès […]

Adrenaline

Dimanche October 19 2025 /Nuages- Dreams/ DopĂ©e Ă  l’adrenaline. Le retour Ă  la vie normale est si difficile. Ennuyant. Depuis que je suis rentrĂ©e de la flotille, tout est parti si vite. Une fois posĂ©e, je me retrouve avec toutes mes pensĂ©es. Et nouvelle façon de rĂ©flĂ©chir. Pour pouvoir faire cette mission, Ă  la cause […]

Looks can be decieving

What sets me appart from a homeless person ? I am in the bus station, 4am, freacking cold, I have my big backpack, wearing my fingerless gloves, and I could litterally look like a homeless person that has nowhere to sleep. Which is true : I have nowhere to sleep, and I think I might […]

Crying all day

I’ve been crying the whole day, I don’t even know why. Is it because this morning, I bumped into those all notebooks of mine… I shouldn’t have read them. Never start the day with the past… I had no energy at all. I read things that I wrote in 2008!!! almost 20 years ago. Mainly […]

Start ?

They All say, the most difficul thing is to START. I used to love starting.. Starting the day – morning breakfast used to be my favorite moment. Early morning, when everything is still quiet, when no matter if its sunny or cloudy – its about the promise. We don’t know exactly what is gonna happen, […]

Days like this feeling hopeless

Yesterday, I went to Cannes. Just by seing the city : The streets, the shops, fancy cars, boats, beautiful cafes and restaurants, I felt a huge pain. I remembered when I was walking on those streets, light, feeling like I can conquer the world ! Happy to just be there, sit in a restaurant and […]

Love or Madness

When it’s been more than 2 years but it hurts like it was yesterday. I wish I could hear his side of the story. I would like to know how he made it though life, when everything reminds me of him. EVERYTHING The streets, the shops, the color of the sky and the sea.Everything reminds […]

Monday morning

South of France, My mom’s tiny flat. I’am back here. On this balcony. The weather is fantastic. I hear some baby kids playing [actually screaming – a simple reminder that i don’t have kids. and I made the right choice] from that little park. Some music playing in the background [ ´cause I’m too perfect […]

Depression

i just spent the WHOLE day, doing NOTHING. And i feel horrible about it. Not working. and I don’t want to do any work Feeling useless. Not taking care of myself : no good food, no workout. I just spent hours scrolling on social media. I did not learn anything interesting. I HATE the appartement […]

Emptiness

These days, emptiness. I don’t want to stay here. I don”t want to leave. I don’t want to live. I don’t want to work. I don’t want to be. I’m trying to tell to myself : “This Too Shall Pass”, It doesn’t obviously. I need a plan. A purpose. I dont have any. The feeling […]

The unknown

I don’t know where i’m going. What i’m doing with my life. But I KNOW i’m not the only one ! And in a way… if we all knew where this life is gonna take us, it would be so boring, right ? Nobody wants to know his future, in details. Having a direction, yes. […]

Leaving the paradise

3 days left. 3 days before I leave this place, I’ve been living in a remote place for the past 2 years. I wanted the quiet. I wanted a house close to the beach. I wanted to live close to nature. And I picked up a VERY beautiful nature ! A place where the desert […]

Fear and shame

Today, i’m gonna see a « friend » to tell him about my 2 new projects. This « friend » is someone that I bearly know, I met him a few years ago while traveling, and we went on the same trip where we had a lot of fun. We exchanged our phone numbers and send each other the […]

Feeling lost

Feeling lost in the numerous possibilities of what i could be doing. The constant injunctions to quit your 9-to-5 job, go travel, live your life debt-free, single, and embrace Carpe Diem! Feeling like everyone else has life figured out?But when we look closer—beneath the surface of every life is a shared struggle. I remember meeting this […]

Why writing

I feel like I need to write my thoughts. Write AND publish my thoughts on a blog like this. For me, being able to have a sort of archives of my toughts, is useful. First, writing on a screen a though feels good. It allows to structure a minimum. Then, the fact that it is […]

Lui

Est-ce qu’un chagrin d’amour peut mettre fin Ă  la vie de quelqu’un ? Est-ce qu’elle peut mettre un trait Ă  la carrière de quelqu’un ? Qu’elle perde le goĂ»t de travailler, de chanter, d’aimer, de donner ? De VIVRE Est-ce qu’il est possible de ne jamais s’en remettre ? Est-ce possible de perdre le goĂ»t […]

Watching the news

Yesterday I met a brilliant girl, Sana from Singapour, she just arrived here, She is 21 years old and already writing a these about : “The gouvernance of AI and its impact in African countries” …; WTF !!!! This topic is a crazy deep… When I was 21, I had NO IDEA about what was […]

SUCCESS

This Topic! VERY HOT TOPIC. BURNING TOPIC I keep seing those coaches, dream seller, telling you how to become a millionaire in 10 days, selling crap online, or teaching people how to sell crap online.. My opinion about the topic : I deeply believe that if you really do what you WANT to do, FULLY […]

Start writing.

Finnally ! A place where I can express myself. Where I can say whatever the f*** I want to say. I promised myself recently, that if I start in a new project, I’ll do it FULLY! it’s ALL or NOTHING. So here we are ! I’m gonna write, tell my story, tell people stories, most […]